psychotic love

The Thelma to my Louise – My Sister – We Endured And All The Stronger!!

  It's amazing how someone you love psychotically can change your views of your "self". It can be in so many different versions of life. Sometimes, verbal abuse, and incredible expectations of what and who and how you should be and look during that time can completely reduce you to a minion. But with the… Continue reading The Thelma to my Louise – My Sister – We Endured And All The Stronger!!

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How Can Someone Make You Feel Like Writing This?

I love poems.  I have written many.  But this weekend going through some papers I wrote while I was married to the man I can't hate, but feel there was a great deal of healing after I left, this was truly a reason. I wrote this for him to read.  I was hoping he would… Continue reading How Can Someone Make You Feel Like Writing This?

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Mom, Why Can’t You Hear Me? I love you so much!!

I have played this conversation with you Mom for years. For approximately 15 years. Since you told me I should have stayed with him. No matter what. Tonight I need purge in words why I have not been able to talk to you, nor speak my speech which will follow. Mom, I can’t talk to… Continue reading Mom, Why Can’t You Hear Me? I love you so much!!

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Love and Wonders of Psychotic Love with Food

I write here about spychotic love and the different levels of psychotic love.  One can be food too.  My mom was a great cook.  She also wanted to make sure we were respectful enough to finish everything on our plate when we were young.  She's not like that anymore... much.  But an interesting thought.  I… Continue reading Love and Wonders of Psychotic Love with Food