Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

Since my divorce I have had a beautiful text from my eldest son that got me through a lot.  "Love you tons".  I would send that back to him.  He was the only one I sent that to until recently. Recently I realized his words.  He is the owner of this by far, and I … Continue reading Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

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First Borns Genocide

Yikes.  I know it's Christmas and I should have better thoughts.  But to me Christmas hasn't been Christmas for many years.  And even more so less when I lost my eldest nephew who was so wonderful and still always so missed and was so the rock that kept us together. I hate to say this, … Continue reading First Borns Genocide

Mom, Why Can’t You Hear Me? I love you so much!!

I have played this conversation with you Mom for years. For approximately 15 years. Since you told me I should have stayed with him. No matter what. Tonight I need purge in words why I have not been able to talk to you, nor speak my speech which will follow. Mom, I can’t talk to … Continue reading Mom, Why Can’t You Hear Me? I love you so much!!