Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

Since my divorce I have had a beautiful text from my eldest son that got me through a lot.  "Love you tons".  I would send that back to him.  He was the only one I sent that to until recently. Recently I realized his words.  He is the owner of this by far, and I … Continue reading Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

The Thelma to my Louise – My Sister – We Endured And All The Stronger!!

  It's amazing how someone you love psychotically can change your views of your "self". It can be in so many different versions of life. Sometimes, verbal abuse, and incredible expectations of what and who and how you should be and look during that time can completely reduce you to a minion. But with the … Continue reading The Thelma to my Louise – My Sister – We Endured And All The Stronger!!

Another Home Within A Home

So people tell me I'm too nice.  That's all okay.  I would rather be that then too mean? Too self involved? Too untrusting? Too unloving? Seriously? What is wrong with being too nice.  There are adjustments to make if you choose to remain so in a life that is not so nice, but really, what … Continue reading Another Home Within A Home

I found home!

So being away for so long in some people's minds, they asked me to come home.  I didn't know quite where that was, but I figured my children were asking me to come back closer. So I did. It was a tough journey because I had found a place I called my home.  They were … Continue reading I found home!

Finding Home

  I wrote about the last post regarding not knowing where home is.  So with this song I moved and left all my family and ran a business. I have to admit it was so exciting moving to what I THOUGHT was my new home.  I bought a business and was "moving away from" the … Continue reading Finding Home

I’m Going Home

I felt alianeted when my last child left me to be with my ex husband.  I don't blame her, but it was then time for me to find another home.  The problem is that I never really had a "home"... I moved so many times that I don't know that I will ever find that … Continue reading I’m Going Home