Tag: love

My Yugioh Cards Story – #1 Freed The Matchless General

So I was telling you in a previous post that I bought many Yugioh cards, while connecting with my youngest son.  I also told you I would be telling you why I was buying them for personal reasons over his investment reasons. First one I picked out.  None of these will be in order... but … Continue reading My Yugioh Cards Story – #1 Freed The Matchless General

Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

Since my divorce I have had a beautiful text from my eldest son that got me through a lot.  "Love you tons".  I would send that back to him.  He was the only one I sent that to until recently. Recently I realized his words.  He is the owner of this by far, and I … Continue reading Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

Finding Yugioh… Serendipity!! and a life story…

So this is a strange senrendipity story... or maybe not.  I pulled out my 2003 collection of Yugioh cards that I bought during a beautiful time in my life with my sons and daughter.  The first and only summer I had with them without working and just doing. My son loved going to Comic Connections … Continue reading Finding Yugioh… Serendipity!! and a life story…

Glad I didn’t Know

I remember the first time he fell deep in love with someone else.  It was weird.  I had a 2, 4 and 8 year old... Lots of songs went through my head.  I will share a few.  But this one I love so much.  Possibly because 15 years after my divorce, and after our 10th … Continue reading Glad I didn’t Know

Removing the Negative

This is going to sound weird.  I have, for the first time in my life, a tomato plant.  It's a topsy turvy one, but it was beautiful to watch grow from a small plant to a huge one.  I didn't anticipate much, as I don't have a green thumb like my mother.  But, I did … Continue reading Removing the Negative

How Can Someone Make You Feel Like Writing This?

I love poems.  I have written many.  But this weekend going through some papers I wrote while I was married to the man I can't hate, but feel there was a great deal of healing after I left, this was truly a reason. I wrote this for him to read.  I was hoping he would … Continue reading How Can Someone Make You Feel Like Writing This?

First Borns Genocide

Yikes.  I know it's Christmas and I should have better thoughts.  But to me Christmas hasn't been Christmas for many years.  And even more so less when I lost my eldest nephew who was so wonderful and still always so missed and was so the rock that kept us together. I hate to say this, … Continue reading First Borns Genocide

When do the dreams end?

I've been divorced for 13 years now to my first love.  13 years and I still have dreams about him.  I have dated a couple of times, and one was very special to me.  He's still my best friend.  Another passed away.  But I don't dream about them at all.  I only dream about my … Continue reading When do the dreams end?