So I was telling you in a previous post that I bought many Yugioh cards, while connecting with my youngest son. I also told you I would be telling you why I was buying them for personal reasons over his investment reasons. First one I picked out. None of these will be in order... but … Continue reading My Yugioh Cards Story – #1 Freed The Matchless General
Since my divorce I have had a beautiful text from my eldest son that got me through a lot. "Love you tons". I would send that back to him. He was the only one I sent that to until recently. Recently I realized his words. He is the owner of this by far, and I … Continue reading Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much
So this is a strange senrendipity story... or maybe not. I pulled out my 2003 collection of Yugioh cards that I bought during a beautiful time in my life with my sons and daughter. The first and only summer I had with them without working and just doing. My son loved going to Comic Connections … Continue reading Finding Yugioh… Serendipity!! and a life story…
I remember the first time he fell deep in love with someone else. It was weird. I had a 2, 4 and 8 year old... Lots of songs went through my head. I will share a few. But this one I love so much. Possibly because 15 years after my divorce, and after our 10th … Continue reading Glad I didn’t Know
This is going to sound weird. I have, for the first time in my life, a tomato plant. It's a topsy turvy one, but it was beautiful to watch grow from a small plant to a huge one. I didn't anticipate much, as I don't have a green thumb like my mother. But, I did … Continue reading Removing the Negative
I love poems. I have written many. But this weekend going through some papers I wrote while I was married to the man I can't hate, but feel there was a great deal of healing after I left, this was truly a reason. I wrote this for him to read. I was hoping he would … Continue reading How Can Someone Make You Feel Like Writing This?
Yikes. I know it's Christmas and I should have better thoughts. But to me Christmas hasn't been Christmas for many years. And even more so less when I lost my eldest nephew who was so wonderful and still always so missed and was so the rock that kept us together. I hate to say this, … Continue reading First Borns Genocide
I've been divorced for 13 years now to my first love. 13 years and I still have dreams about him. I have dated a couple of times, and one was very special to me. He's still my best friend. Another passed away. But I don't dream about them at all. I only dream about my … Continue reading When do the dreams end?