Mirror Wall – Trap Card

So... it took me a bit of time to get to my next Yugioh story. The Mirror Wall. I believe this to be very telling of what who you look at every morning getting ready for work, or the morning you didn't have to go to work, but you look at the mirror after a … Continue reading Mirror Wall – Trap Card

My Yugioh Cards Story – #1 Freed The Matchless General

So I was telling you in a previous post that I bought many Yugioh cards, while connecting with my youngest son.  I also told you I would be telling you why I was buying them for personal reasons over his investment reasons. First one I picked out.  None of these will be in order... but … Continue reading My Yugioh Cards Story – #1 Freed The Matchless General

Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

Since my divorce I have had a beautiful text from my eldest son that got me through a lot.  "Love you tons".  I would send that back to him.  He was the only one I sent that to until recently. Recently I realized his words.  He is the owner of this by far, and I … Continue reading Psychotic Love vs Love You Tons vs Love You Very Much

Finding Yugioh… Serendipity!! and a life story…

So this is a strange senrendipity story... or maybe not.  I pulled out my 2003 collection of Yugioh cards that I bought during a beautiful time in my life with my sons and daughter.  The first and only summer I had with them without working and just doing. My son loved going to Comic Connections … Continue reading Finding Yugioh… Serendipity!! and a life story…

Removing the Negative

This is going to sound weird.  I have, for the first time in my life, a tomato plant.  It's a topsy turvy one, but it was beautiful to watch grow from a small plant to a huge one.  I didn't anticipate much, as I don't have a green thumb like my mother.  But, I did … Continue reading Removing the Negative

The Thelma to my Louise – My Sister – We Endured And All The Stronger!!

  It's amazing how someone you love psychotically can change your views of your "self". It can be in so many different versions of life. Sometimes, verbal abuse, and incredible expectations of what and who and how you should be and look during that time can completely reduce you to a minion. But with the … Continue reading The Thelma to my Louise – My Sister – We Endured And All The Stronger!!

How Can Someone Make You Feel Like Writing This?

I love poems.  I have written many.  But this weekend going through some papers I wrote while I was married to the man I can't hate, but feel there was a great deal of healing after I left, this was truly a reason. I wrote this for him to read.  I was hoping he would … Continue reading How Can Someone Make You Feel Like Writing This?

First Borns Genocide

Yikes.  I know it's Christmas and I should have better thoughts.  But to me Christmas hasn't been Christmas for many years.  And even more so less when I lost my eldest nephew who was so wonderful and still always so missed and was so the rock that kept us together. I hate to say this, … Continue reading First Borns Genocide

How can someone who hates me be forgiven?

Psychotic love.  What does it entail really?  Too much love for family, for you children, for your parents.  Funny enough Psychotic Love doesn't seem to me to transfer to all of my siblings.  I have one sister that you can deny, hurt her, almost kill her, treat her like she is a nobody, but still … Continue reading How can someone who hates me be forgiven?