I have played this conversation with you Mom for years. For approximately 15 years. Since you told me I should have stayed with him. No matter what. Tonight I need purge in words why I have not been able to talk to you, nor speak my speech which will follow. Mom, I can’t talk to… Continue reading Mom, Why Can’t You Hear Me? I love you so much!!
I've been divorced for 13 years now to my first love. 13 years and I still have dreams about him. I have dated a couple of times, and one was very special to me. He's still my best friend. Another passed away. But I don't dream about them at all. I only dream about my… Continue reading When do the dreams end?
I write here about spychotic love and the different levels of psychotic love. One can be food too. My mom was a great cook. She also wanted to make sure we were respectful enough to finish everything on our plate when we were young. She's not like that anymore... much. But an interesting thought. I… Continue reading Love and Wonders of Psychotic Love with Food
So people tell me I'm too nice. That's all okay. I would rather be that then too mean? Too self involved? Too untrusting? Too unloving? Seriously? What is wrong with being too nice. There are adjustments to make if you choose to remain so in a life that is not so nice, but really, what… Continue reading Another Home Within A Home
So being away for so long in some people's minds, they asked me to come home. I didn't know quite where that was, but I figured my children were asking me to come back closer. So I did. It was a tough journey because I had found a place I called my home. They were… Continue reading I found home!
I wrote about the last post regarding not knowing where home is. So with this song I moved and left all my family and ran a business. I have to admit it was so exciting moving to what I THOUGHT was my new home. I bought a business and was "moving away from" the… Continue reading Finding Home
I felt alianeted when my last child left me to be with my ex husband. I don't blame her, but it was then time for me to find another home. The problem is that I never really had a "home"... I moved so many times that I don't know that I will ever find that… Continue reading I’m Going Home
Okay, so I am reading an amazing book called Taming Your Gremlin by Rick Carson. Amazing because it really opens up your mind to realizing the voices that have been built up in your head. Rick calls them Gremlins. I like that. I loved the movie. My favorite part of the movie thought was when… Continue reading Meet My Gremlin!
So I was advised to read Taming Your Gremlin by Rick Carson. Now the beginning of the book they ask to name your Gremlin. I have thought long and hard on this, even if the author continually says to observe and not try too hard. It just keeps coming back to me, as I do… Continue reading Reading Taming Your Gremlin
These are the things to remember when you feel down... no regrets. The fun times will alway prevail. Last time for everything... including .... yes... last time... you get it!! 🙂 Love this video. Makes me smile.